Tuesday 20 September 2011

Scholarship Essay


Dan Fraser
NBCC Foundation
Beaverbrook Building
P. O. Box 6000

Fredericton, NB
E3B 5H1

Canada

September 19, 2011

Dear Sir,


As a mature student I joined the New Brunswick of Craft and Design on September 2011 for the diploma in Integrated Media. While in class it came to my knowledge the opportunity to be an applicant for the scholarship your foundation is offering that I intend to use in improving the programs I’ll be using during the Diploma.

After graduating as a Mechanical Engineer in 1981, I worked four years in the Brazilian Navy as an official, where I worked as a designer for air conditioning, vapour and air pressure plants. From there I went to work at Petrobras SA, a Brazilian governmental petroleum company, where I worked for 23 years. During the first 10 years I worked primarily designing jet refuel trucks, and the last 5 years I worked as a manager on the jet fuel plant at the International Airport of Rio de Janeiro.

In 2000, my husband got a position at University of New Brunswick and as I always thought that family is the most important thing we can get, our family moved to Fredericton. With the move, new opportunities to learn and practice my knowledge arose, I started to take some courses in English, French, Flash animation, computer, to mention a few. After that I started a small company to use my new skills, I worked for some years with flash animation and then focused my business on translation Portuguese/English. As I am very eager to learn I decided to go for a new career, and I saw a excellent opportunity on web design. So in September 2010 I took just one course on Web design at NBCCD that I enjoyed very much. As I had the opportunity to work designing some web pages after the course I decided to join the Diploma and take 2 years to learn all I can get and improve my learning.

I also have been very active in helping my community. I was a soccer coach for kids during 3 summers. I am a volunteer at the Multicultural Association of Fredericton where I am in the Board of Directors, at the YMCA helping design a center for family violence, and I participate at the Family Friend program for single mothers where I am a friend of one.

When I graduate from my Diploma I want to give back to my community what I have learned. Nothing motivates you more than envisioning what the future can lead to you.

Monday 19 September 2011

Art & Fear


Reading the texts made me think that life itself is art. Everything you do is somehow linked to your work, behavior, thoughts even our breathing can be considered an art, the art of breathing correct for example. Life is art pure and simple. Making art is difficult, of course it is. Life is not easy. Life itself is learning.

As our world becomes more complex, making art becomes more challenging. How to compare communication on the time of drawing in caves and today with the challenge to reach the world at the same time through the fastest means of communication? Before, people could communicate simply with a mere drawing on the wall to reach their community; today we use so many types of languages to reach all peoples.

What comes to my mind is that art can be great, good, bad, etc. How you define the work of someone depends basically on your feelings toward that work, how you identify yourself with it. So many works of art that cost a fortune don’t make any impression on me. Most famous artists had strong personalities, and that, can make their art noticeable and therefore valuable. Picasso, for example, throughout his life had so many styles, maybe it was one of the motives his paintings were so successful. Maybe he did not have the fear to change, or with fear he had to change, and broaden his horizons. And with that he had a variety of buyers for his work as well.

Art really change with time. Some pieces of art are timeless, like the basic black suite that never goes out of fashion. Some other fashion designs can have a short life span. Some pieces of art will be always fresh and some will be outdated. Who can be the judge of that? Our own minds I suppose.



Tuesday 13 September 2011

Gifts

Receiving gifts was always very hard for me. Even to buy things for myself was very difficult. I suppose, I used to make faces when receiving gifts I was not interested in. As I started noticing that people started to avoid giving me gifts I started thinking that I needed to hide a little my emotions. Today I'm glad people remember me and give me gifts. I make the best out of them, and always with a smile, even when I don't know what they are for.

Practices of looking


Images, Power and Politics

How we observe, perceive, recognize and behave towards images in general is somehow linked to our vision. Seeing is how we perceive the image with our eyes, as a sense of the human body and looking is how we deal with the image in our minds, it is how we process them. When we look we process the image and react to it. The way we react varies depending on our knowledge, culture, creed, etc.
How people express themselves changes along with history, like symbols in caverns and outdoors today. As an example, a 16th century painting in Holland could be seen as a trend around the world on that particular time frame. Images make us suggest and guess how could be the behaviour of people on a particular time of the human civilization.
The systems of representation have rules and conventions that are related with different cultures and its subjectivity. For example, in photography its subjectivity should be taken into account due to the human intervention in this mean of image framing. The importance of knowing when and where the picture was taken and the changes of laws, politics on that particular time and space, makes the interpretation of pictures more realistic. On the other hand the same picture been seen by other cultures without any information on the facts could lead to a different interpretation, and mostly it would consider only their feelings and associations within their knowledge.
The objectivity of the picture itself is the truth of a moment in particular, it is what really happened on that exact time when the camera clicked, and the subjectivity of it is related on what is being interpreted in our minds about that instant, and for that it can be considered a myth. With the use of computer and digital imaging, the variety of changes that can be made on pictures makes the truth of a picture questionable.
The association with images and ideology allow people to play with the level of conscience a group have about a specific subject. In doing so, people can determine which path a group should follow, with them being aware or not.
We have the tendency to be guided by appearance and conventions rather than the true meaning of things. As an example the colour black as the meaning of evil. That can lead to different interpretations of images.
The meaning of the image can even misguide you about the intention of an advertiser. How we interpret the meaning of images in our brains depend on how we associate with our knowledge and how we are exposed to facts of the real world. How we perceive an image depends on our social, political and cultural understanding of the world we live in.
Many models of behaviours and interpretation of images have been developed. Dependence of conventions and codes for the image meaning by Sausurre or language and thought are processes of sign interpretation by Peirce, to mention a few. The important note to the point is that how, when and where the image was viewed. That leads to different interpretation.
As per value of images, apart from the pleasure of seen them, the author mentions that paintings have their monetary value not only regarding the painters themselves, but the style, authenticity and uniqueness, the period they were painted and the history behind them. Not to forget some propaganda for the society by the owners of such paintings or images.
Another example of image value is the reach of TV images, which provide information and accessibility to a variety of people throughout the globe. Some images can be seen as icons as long as they are perceived as a symbol of some kind related to concepts, emotions and meanings. It could relate to culture, events in history, universal concepts, stereotypes, relationships, etc.
I always thought how fascinating it was to observe as my son was growing up the different levels of understanding he was obtaining as he aged. For some years he watched the same cartoons over and over again, but as he got older his reactions toward them changed. As he became more exposed to various relationships, school grades, knowledge of the world, parenting and his own understanding of the world around him, his response of what was been shown to him changed. Reading the chapter I agreed with the author on her point of view that how we interpret an image depends most on how we see and look at it, and many other facts depend on our interpretation of images. Interesting to note that living in Brazil by the time the Marlboro advertisement was shown there, I did not perceive them as manly cowboy’s figures like the author. I perceived them as horses’ owners. People who smoked for me had money, money to spend easily and foolishly. And cowboys in Brazil are not that tidy.

Monday 12 September 2011

Shoes

I love my shoes. At first they were beautiful and fashion, but now they should be very comfortable. I used to have lots of them, but now I only kept the comfortable ones.  I prefer the kind of sandals and they should cover my nails and my heels. Makes my life easier that way.


Winter boots are the problem, at the end of winter they become very heavy and I’m looking forward for spring to arrive. I buy the same type of shoes for winter, spring, summer and fall. It seems, at least for my friends, that my shoes last forever. If the shoes fit perfectly they are the right ones for me to keep purchasing. It’s funny how your mind change with age, and that applies for shoes too! :0)